Ramblings....

It felt absolutely great sleeping in my bed yesterday nite....hehehe.....god I love my room....i missed it so much....
My comp......my books.....my bed.....
Have been ravaging my study table and bookshelves....small surprises everywhere....my prefect badge from high school...old photographs and letters.....my god its been ages since i got a mail....(rather snail mails as we call it these days!)...well the only thing i get these days are my phone bills and bank statements....and none make me happier!!
I came across two address books.....and two autograph books....they bring back memories don't they...the last day in school....faces flash by....but the names don't......so many people have written stuff about me...some honest...some feel good....but are they true....i don't know! hw much had they known me?.....was i really like that?......or have i changed so much over the years that i refuse to recognize myself.....
Leafing through i came across names and phone numbers....can i just dial and talk to whoever picks up?...ask for so-and-so....i tell myself ......"surprise me" and then smile.....naaaa....that's not me....i am too shy to do tat....lets see if life really takes that turn (as many have written in those autographs!) and you are left standing in front of that person u sat next to all of high school....
All is not lost though....there are some.... true friends....who have touched my life....taught me a lesson or two.....held hands......laughed and cried together.......
Life goes on and so does my quest for true friends.....